I did the one thing that every girl should refrain from doing.
I fell in love with my best friend
He was someone I knew I shouldn’t love, someone who always hurt me whether it was intentional or not. Honestly, he was never aware that he hurt me, but it was all my fault.
I’m Nicole, a 15 year old girl who has spent the last 5 years looking at the same boy. Throughout the years I have been able to hide all the feelings, ones that he will never realize.
His name is Austin, we have been friends since grade school and he still doesn’t know any of the secrets I have been hiding from him. Which pains me to admit because I have know everything about him, I have stood by him through everything. But he has always been oblivious to everything in my life.
Why did I fall in love with him?
Because he was the only one who noticed me, in a world where everyone had their cliques and best friends I sat throughout grade school by myself. He was the only person who saw me in the dark.
Although he didn’t know everything.